Tuesday, 31 August 2010

Monday, 30 August 2010

I want this T-shirt so bad

Apparantly Abercrombie had to discontinue it because it encourages underage sex? GODDAMN!

Sunday, 29 August 2010

The Constant Gardener

Amazing, amazing film.  Heart-wrenching and bloody eye opening, Jesus.
I'm all goosebumpy.
I don't think anyone could possibly watch this film without starting to question what the fuck is happening to us in this world, what have we done.  Corruption is closer than you can imagine and the price put on an innocent life is becoming less and less.  And for what?
Amazingly cast and amazingly shot. 
Made by the UK Film Council, which our wonderful new conservative government have just cut.
Can't be having anything remotely thought-inducing now can we?

This is SO not Raven.

go to festival
see about 3 bands
decide to go in mosh pit
get very moshed
get knee trampled to fuckery
drunkenly stumble about on said knee
24 hours later have to leave festival because said knee is FUCKING KILLING ME.
SERIOUSLY NOT RAVEN
spend rest of time supposed to be at festival in A&E
now sitting with ice on knee and a pair of crutches when I should be seeing Blink182 and drinking snakebite.
NOT COOL MAN, NOT COOL.

Tuesday, 24 August 2010

i have such a big fat lesbiany crush on megan fox.

I want to be you please.

Monday, 23 August 2010

BRING IT ON.

Konica C35


Oh, hello. I think me and you are going to have some fun together...
I'm not really much of a photographer but this camera is so beautiful, I'm gonna get snap happy. Also, rather excited by the fact this camera was made in 1968, and there is a half-used roll of film inside ... I wonder what I will find.

Words

GOOD GOD I forgot how much I missed reading. Untill last week, I hadn't read a book for so long - not properly anyway. I have completely fallen in love with books again, and words. I forgot how much I love words. You learn so many new words and ways to express yourself inside the covers of a book. I may be an utter geek but I LOVE WORDS.

Magnanimous. That's a fucking awesome word.

Sunday, 15 August 2010

The 10 golden rules of Lomography

  1. Take your camera everywhere you go
  2. Use it any time – day and night
  3. Lomography is not an interference in your life, but part of it
  4. Try the shot from the hip
  5. Approach the objects of your lomographic desire as close as possible
  6. Don’t think (william firebrace)
  7. Be fast
  8. You don’t have to know beforehand what you captured on film
  9. Afterwards either
  10. Don’t worry about any rules
According to Greek mythology,
humans were originally created with 4 arms,
4 legs and a head with two faces.
Fearing their power,

Zeus split them into two separate parts,
condemning them to spend their lives
in search of their other halves.

Saturday, 14 August 2010

oh


Going on holiday tommorrow and I STILL have a fat lip.
fantastic
fabulous
brilliant

Thursday, 12 August 2010

Stop

stop haunting my dreams. I wake up and for a second I think it's real.

Wednesday, 11 August 2010

You're taste is my attention - Lydia

So I know nothing of your taste
and now speak up, lover.
It's in your lips, I found.
Come on, just press against me
I finally have your attention,
so listen closer, sweetheart.
I've been trying to tell you, stay awake.

And no, no, when we're safe here
Come back, come back, you stayed always.
Stay with me here

Stay with me and watch these cars go by,
and tell me the first thing that comes to your mind.

Watch as I go back
I just came to say that
you'll never see me again.
This clock is ours now, 'til morning.
So stay right there in that frame
This picture is how we speak.
You'll never see me again,
cause I miss you already.

And being that you haven't seen me.
I don't belong in anything you dream,
in anything we dream.
She said "Put your hands back
on my skin and say you loved me,
'Cause I can't live like you do.
Never could."

Come on, just press against me.
You always have my attention,
and please speak up, lover.
Make those lips move.

Come back on the weekend forever
cause you don't mean to shake that way
Come back on the weekend forever
Cause you don't mean to...

Stay with me and I will try to tell you
Stay with me and I will try to tell you

So watch as I go back
I just came to say that
you'll never see me again
This clock is ours now, 'til morning.
So stay right there in that frame
This picture is how we see you
You'll never see me again,
cause I miss you already.

leftover champagne, disused pool. I make that stupid o' clock.

Need I say more?
Hilarity ensues.


actually yes I will say more, it was fucking FREEZING.

everybodies changing, and I don't feel the same.

It's a very strange feeling, when you can't quite tell if you're nervous or excited, or maybe both? I don't think I have ever felt it so strongly. I tell myself I'm rediculously excited about the future - moving away, new faces, new places, new lifestyle, new me. But then there's that little creeping thought of comfort, and the who's and what's that you know. Leaving it all behind seems so breathtakingly exciting, but as a person who always thought of myself as liking the prospects of what COULD happen and not ever actually having a plan - I am shocked at how much I find myself feeling downright scared to be leaving everything I know behind. Even the things that I know I most definately need to leave, there is still comfort in those, even though really the journey begun a long while ago now, and so much has already changed - good and bad, but at the end of the day everything happens for a reason, I'm a strong believer in that.
I think i'm scared.
Scared by the fact I have absolutely no clue as to what my life will be like in a month, a year, three years. It's a new feeling. I think I kinda like it.